 In Deepest Blue |
 Where The Mountain Meets The Valley |
 Cold Wind |
 Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas |
Tracklisting:
1) The Flood
2) Falling
5) Let It Go
7) Runs & Winds
9) Come Away
10) Instrumental
11) Gone
12) Tonight
Here comes the flood again
Watch it fall from the sky
Feel it soak through my flesh and my blood
Feel it burn in my eyes
When I say how much more can I take?
I know the water’s rising up, watch the waves crest and break
And though I’ve made not but a sound
I fear that I may drown
I fear that I may drown
Here comes the wind again
Cold that cuts to the bone
Pack my bags and I’ll head out the door
Here I am on my own
When I say how much more can I stand?
I know my walls are falling down; I left the rocks and chose the sand
And though I’ve no one left to blame
Still, I cursed your name
I cursed your name
So now the end
What I’ve been running from
Though I’ve tried I cannot lift my head
Oh, what have I become?
When I say how much more can I take?
I know my time is running short, I am broken and I’ll break
And though I’ve worn myself so thin
I’m coming home again
And though I do not know my heart
Well, I know myself down to my bones, but if my bones should come apart
Then I’ll have nothing left to give
But if you take me in,
I’m coming home again
If you take me in
I’m coming home again
When it all starts coming
When it all starts crumbling down
As the water through the canyon it weaves and wanders all around
I will take the least resistance
I will keep my eyes on the ground
It’s been a while since we’ve spoken
Still I haven’t got the words right now
I’m falling for answers to questions that I cannot face
The reason I always look away
In the middle of this moment
If we should rise and fall again
If uncertainty surrounds you
And you cannot seem to catch your breath
Oh, remember our intentions
How we’d lift our eyes and hope for the best
We are weathered, we are broken
But we haven’t reached the end yet
For everything unsaid there is a flourish of my pride
It is deep and dark and wide
And I can’t tell the weeds from vines
And if I had the strength, I’d move the mountains in my mind
But it’s taking all my time just to start to realize
That I’m not the man I’d hoped to be
And though I’m not alone, I still feel so lonely
Come Monday I’ve forgotten all the promises you said
All your holy words in red
Wreathed in guilt and golden thread
And If I had the strength to be who others say I am
I wouldn’t look into my eyes and see the shadow of a man
Well I’m not who they say I have become
For I know the things I’ve said wont compare with what I’ve done
Now all of these monstrosities are choices I have made
And they will not go away,
I’ve made my bed and here I lay
And is there still forgiveness if we know what we have done?
Woe, to every single one who spared the rod and blamed the son
Well it’s not just the day that needs the night
Seems to me it’s in the darkness we can finally see the light
Watch as the world falls away, here we are lying
At sunrise the moon starts to wane
Living and dying
And the oceans echo out their deep refrain
And the river answers, “I’ll make you whole again”
Well, come away, come away, there’s no use staying
You’ve been living just for today
But tomorrow’s coming
And the lightning strikes and breaks apart the night
But the sparks will burn out long before they light
Well the teeth cut the truth from our mouths
Here we are lying
Well I’ve loved, I’ve lost, but I still can’t find
The way to the middle of my heart
And I open my eyes and I don’t know why
But I feel so old
You don’t know what you’ve got but you’ve got to let it go
Let it go
Let it go
Let it go, I know.
You don’t know what you’ve got but you’ve got to let it go.
Well the sun will set on my sins tonight
But the weight’s been lifted off my heart
And is it all that much just for me to ask that the truth be told?
You don’t know what you’ve got but you’ve got to let it go
I have tried my best to find you through the fields and forest floors
I have waited in the silence for knocks upon the door
I have stumbled through the alleys in a place I did not know
If it’s all the same to you love, I will take the last train home
I have cursed you in the morning, I have laid awake at night
I have begged for your forgiveness, to avoid a fight
I have held on to my anger, watched the sun set on my pride
If it’s all the same to you love, leave and pass me by Oh, oh
Honey don’t you listen though the waves beneath us roll
Fills the air around us, let it go
Honey hear the silence, oh be still that you may know
You’re not on your own
It was as if in a nightmare, hoping this would disappear
There was no one else around me, as it became clear
There is nothing worse I know of then to spend our lives alone
If it’s all the same to you love, take the last train home
If it’s all the same to you love, take the last train home
If it’s all the same to you love
I’m sitting by the river let the water come and wash away my fear
I listen to the water all the harmonies that fall upon my ear
Let my eyes see through illusions
Let my heart be wild and free
Let the truth come down from the mountain
As the river runs and winds its way to me
I wrestle with my demons, with my weakness, with my insecurity
And I know they come in seasons, though it’s clearer to me now, they wont leave
Let my hands be used for lifting
Let my lips speak naught but truth
Let my feet be swift and certain,
As I walk along this path searching for you
Let my eyes see through illusions
Let my heart be wild and free
Let the truth come down from the mountains
As the river runs and winds
The river runs and winds
As the river runs and winds it’s way to me
Go slow my dear, and feel no fear
You’re not alone
Speak soft to me, and let me be
Your warmth in cold
Well, if that’s the answer that you’ve been looking for
And you know it’s true
Then, oh, take the reigns begin steering this again
Through deepest blue
As days go by, doesn’t matter what you’ve hoped for
As long as hopes alive
Days go by
It always stays the same, the same
We know not why
Everyone of us becomes jaded or mistrusts
Yet we long for lies
Well, if there’s an answer then I’m still looking for
To rest in truth
And, though storms will rage, it’s underneath the waves
In deepest blue
And days go by, doesn’t matter if we made it but that we’ve tried
Days go by
Come away with me, to the outside of what I believe
Take it slow and fill me again I want to believe
It’s a long way back from hope to the hopeless I will leave this all behind
And in that ebb and flow of pity to patience I will let your heart be my guide
Come and burn me down, set a fire in my heart and scorch the ground
Wipe my tears and dry them again, I will be found
It’s a long way back from fate to the faithful I’ve got nowhere left to fall
And I don’t feel the same for the beautiful or broken I’ve been numb for fall too long
It’s a long way back from here to the other side I’ve got no one I can call
And I remember days before love gave me nothing I will wait for you to say
Come away
It’s a long and lonely road
When you are on your own, all by yourself
The emptiness that lays deep within your bones
To love somebody else
Cause when you’re gone, lord knows, you’ll be gone
When you’re gone, oh, you’ll be gone
I am not a stranger to the dark or to the cold I know them well
All the pride hidden deep inside my soul
Oh, to be somebody else
But when I’m gone, lord knows, I’ll be gone
When I’m gone, oh I’ll be
In the hour of my confession when no one else can see
In my deepest of depression, do you know me?
When the light was on the surface before the land was born
There was beauty in the darkness, no soul had been torn
But tonight, if I slip I fall and this cannot be
Oh tonight, if I should call out, would you catch me?
No man is an island, but maybe some are stones.
And the water wears them down until they are alone
But tonight If I start to sink, if I cannot swim
Oh tonight, If I start to drown, would you jump in?
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Where the Mountain Meets The Valley
Tracklisting:
2) Hallelujah
3) What Have I Done? (feat. Anna Scouten)
5) Time Alone
6) The Mountain
7) I Wish I Was
8) First Light
11) Have You Heard?
12) Where the Mountain Meets the Valley
There are moments in this life when you can’t fake it.
There are moments I would walk another road.
There was something in the broken way you said it
Singing, “Please, oh God, do not let me go.”
From the moment I was born I have been dying.
Yeah, we walk along towards the great unknown.
Is it love if I have given up on trying?
Singing, “Oh my God, don’t leave me alone.”
Singing, “Please, oh God, do not let me go.”
Oh, Oh, Oh
If you’re up there could you lift my heavy burden?
‘Cause I cannot seem to make this on my own.
Though I’m not sure you can hear me I’m still begging.
Singing, “Oh my god, don’t leave me alone.”
Singing, “Please, oh God, do not let me go.”
Love break me down
Pick me up off the ground,
Oh, let me out from where I have gone.
Unlock my heart
I don’t know where to start
Love break me down, and take me back home.
Look at the clouds
As the rain falls down
Oh, wash away my sorrow and pain.
And now I can see
The lost look a lot like me
From dust I was born, and dust I shall be.
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
All that I’ve done
All that I should have done
All I’ve become, and all I should be.
Well, I’ll let you down
I’ve not quite figured out
What I will say, when death’s at my door.
But, Hallelujah
Hallelujah
You were not there on my loneliest day.
And I don’t understand now, why it happens that way.
But, Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
I have surrendered my hopes, my dreams.
For all of these things, they are yours.
Whatever they bring, they are yours.
I don’t remember what it was like
to look in your eyes, and feel loved.
To feel no surprise for it was enough.
What have I done? What have I done?
What have I done? What have I done?
Oh…
Oh…
And I have surrendered my hopes, my dreams.
And all of these things, they are yours.
Whatever they bring, they are yours.
But what have I done? What have I done?
What have I done? What have I done?
Oh…
Oh…
Oh my love I hold you near.
If only I was unafraid of all my fear.
I wish I did not have to go
But I’ve already compromised more than you know.
When the taste of love has gone stale.
What you’re dreaming of, you wont tell.
And if you’ll soon be gone, then I’ll wish you well.
I wish you well.
Oh my heart it’s still the same.
Yeah, a little older now, but it won’t change.
There is love left in me still
Though I may not feel it now, someday I will.
But it seemed so real to me then.
Now it’s gone, it has faded again.
For the love you scorn, there will be an end.
Here it comes again.
Time alone can’t save you, if that’s what you’re waiting for.
It’s the end of all your battles as you’re walking out the door.
And you wear that face so bravely and gather up your clothes
And you say you have to go.
And you say you have to go.
Time alone can waste you, if it’s where you place your hope
With all my uphill struggles, how long could you cope?
And you wear that face so bravely and stand out in the rain
But honey, I take all the blame.
Honey, I take all the blame.
Time, they say, can heal you. Though, that’s harder to believe
When you meet the broken hearted and see what it meant to leave.
And with all my misconceptions of what it takes to change
I guess I’ll end up just the same.
I guess I’ll end up just the same.
It’s funny now you’ve gone
All the words have come.
But if I reach the end,
before I’m done
May I be the only one
To watch it in the wind,
What may be and what has been.
For though the rain will fall
Down upon us all,
The sun will come again.
From the mountaintop
Where my sorrow always stops
I will see you there,
To let go of your cares
Carried off in the raindrops.
Oh, Darlin, it’s been so long.
Throw on your old self, cause I’ve seen what’s going on.
Oh, Darlin, what are you dreaming of?
Well, I was much younger then and you were in love.
And I said oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
I cried, oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
Time keeps on changing, you lose those you love.
Hearts keep on breaking, with the memories of
the pain of tomorrow that you don’t know yet.
The lonesome forgotten people you’ve met.
They say oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
They cry oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
You said, oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
You said, oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
I wish I was.
I cried, oh, oh, oh, I wish I was.
Am I not what you want?
Then who should I be,
If I’m not what you want?
Is there more inside?
Or does what meets the eye, say it all?
Who should I be?
Who should I be?
Who should I be?
At the first light of dawn, I’ll say goodbye.
It’s not right it’s not wrong, so then should I
have known all along?
Well if it matters I tried.
Who should I be?
Who should I be?
Who should I be?
At the first light of dawn, I’ll say goodbye
It’s not right it’s not wrong, so then should I
Have known all along?
Well if it matters I tried.
If it matters I tried.
So never say it’s unfair
confidence is not there
For everything I know is everything I’ve sown.
Father give me freedom, providence and wisdom
For when I am alone, when I am alone.
I guess you caught me dreaming,
Though all of your deceiving
Was water to my soul, underneath it all
I’ve never really known how all of this would work out
With nowhere left to go, nowhere left to go.
So where am I meant to wander now?
If you were there then you’ve left without a sound
and I was lost, I’m not sure I was ever found
By you.
So never say it’s unfair
confidence is not there
For everything I know is everything I’ve sown.
Father give me freedom, providence and wisdom
for when I am alone, when I am alone.
So where am I meant to wander now?
If you were there then you’ve left without a sound.
And I was lost, I’m not sure I was ever found
By you.
So where am I meant to wander now?
If you were there then you’ve left without a sound.
And I was lost, I’m not sure I was ever found
By you
By you.
Twas in another lifetime one of toil and blood
when blackness was a virtue and the road was full of mud
I came in from the wilderness a creature void of form
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
And if I pass this way again you can rest assured
I’ll always do my best for you on that I give my word
In a world of steal-eyed death and men fighting to be warm
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
Not a word was spoke between us there was little risk involved
Everything up until that point had been left unresolved
Try imagining a place that is always safe and warm
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
“Come in” she said, “I’ll give you shelter from the storm.”
“Come in, I will give you shelter from the storm.”
You have come along,
Provided thus far for yourself a song
That will guide you in health.
You don’t know this heartbreaking hell
That I know, but I promise you will.
You have strung along
Your thoughts on the side.
You have laid awake at night
And you’ve cried, “It’s not fair.”
But then tell me, what is?
If he’s there, well then why’s there all this?
Have you heard what they are calling you now?
Have you seen all the unsaid and somehow
Should I stand up for a God I can’t feel with my hands
If I long for what’s real?
And if we could see
The deeds that we’ve done
We would stand ashamed
And know we’ve not won.
Who are we to expect any more, when we lie
And then walk out the door?
Have you heard what they are calling you now?
Have you seen all the unsaid and somehow
Should I stand up for a God I can’t feel
With my hands if I long for what’s real?
Have you heard what they are calling you now?
Have you seen all the unsaid and somehow
Should I stand up for a God I can’t feel
With my hands if I long for what’s real?
Where The Mountain Meets The Valley
Where the mountain meets the valley
Where the river meets the sea, I will run.
Where the fields begin to flower
As the rain waters the seeds, I will run.
Time is not your friend, you will see.
For all that’s young shall end, eventually.
When the winter rains are falling
And the riverbeds will swell, I will run
And when all that you have hoped for
And all that you have loved, comes undone.
When faith in what you see is not enough.
Don’t say that you believe, but do not love.
When faith in what you see is not enough.
Don’t say that you believe, but do not love
When faith in what you see is not enough.
Don’t say that you believe, but do not love.
Don’t say you believe, but do not love.
Don’t say you believe, but do not love.
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Cold Wind EP
Tracklisting:
1) Cold Wind
4) Who Am I?
5) We Have Seen
Everything that I have said
There are moments I regret
In your time of hope and hollowness, don’t give up yet.
Everything that I have known
All the nights spent on my own
If I get this wrong and off you go, then I am alone.
But when that cold wind comes
If all you do is undone,
And you don’t understand
I will wait for you.
When I don’t know what to do
When I’m searching for the truth
And we don’t talk as much as we used to, I miss you
But when that cold wind comes
If all you do is undone
And you don’t understand
I will wait for you.
Little sparrow sing your song
All day long.
Through the summer and the fall
When winter calls,
Who will write down what you sing
When the winter turns to spring?
Who will cast the first stone at me for what I’ve done
To the least of these?
Little robin rest your head
The sun is dead.
From the shelter of your tree
May you be
Safe and warm when you are cold.
Through the night your story’s told
To the lost and the lonely of souls who search for love
But still grow old.
And who will write down what you sing
When the winter turns to spring?
Who will cast the first stone at me for what I’ve done
To the least of these?
So never say it’s unfair
That confidence is not there
For everything I know, is everything I’ve sown
Father give me freedom,
Providence and wisdom
For when I am alone, when I am alone
I guess you caught me dreaming
Though all of your deceiving
Was water to my soul, underneath it all
I’ve never really known how
All of this would work out
With nowhere left to go
Nowhere left to go
So where, am I meant to wander now?
If you were there then you’ve left without a sound
And I was lost I’m not sure I was ever found
By you
So never say it’s unfair
That confidence is not there
For everything I know is everything I’ve sown
Father give me freedom, providence and wisdom
When I am alone, when I am alone
Tracklisting:
1) Cold Wind
4) Who Am I?
5) We Have Seen
Cold Wind
Everything that I have said
There are moments I regret
In your time of hope and hollowness, don’t give up yet.
Everything that I have known
All the nights spent on my own
If I get this wrong and off you go, then I am alone.
But when that cold wind comes
If all you do is undone,
And you don’t understand
I will wait for you.
When I don’t know what to do
When I’m searching for the truth
And we don’t talk as much as we used to, I miss you
But when that cold wind comes
If all you do is undone
And you don’t understand
I will wait for you.
Little Sparrow
Little sparrow sing your song
All day long.
Through the summer and the fall
When winter calls,
Who will write down what you sing
When the winter turns to spring?
Who will cast the first stone at me for what I’ve done
To the least of these?
Little robin rest your head
The sun is dead.
From the shelter of your tree
May you be
Safe and warm when you are cold.
Through the night your story’s told
To the lost and the lonely of souls who search for love
But still grow old.
And who will write down what you sing
When the winter turns to spring?
Who will cast the first stone at me for what I’ve done
To the least of these?
Nowhere Left To Go
So never say it’s unfair
That confidence is not there
For everything I know, is everything I’ve sown
Father give me freedom,
Providence and wisdom
For when I am alone, when I am alone
I guess you caught me dreaming
Though all of your deceiving
Was water to my soul, underneath it all
I’ve never really known how
All of this would work out
With nowhere left to go
Nowhere left to go
So where, am I meant to wander now?
If you were there then you’ve left without a sound
And I was lost I’m not sure I was ever found
By you
So never say it’s unfair
That confidence is not there
For everything I know is everything I’ve sown
Father give me freedom, providence and wisdom
When I am alone, when I am alone
Who Am I?
Forget what you thought
And all that you want
And all that you said
Went straight to my head.
Forget what you heard
And all that we were
And if I could say
What it means to me
What it means to me
But who am I that I should gain?
If it was given free, then why do I complain?
Who am I that I should boast?
Though I did hold you close.
Though I did hold you close.
Forget what we thought
And all that we want
And all that we’ve said
About what this meant
About what this meant
But who am I to dream so high?
If I have learned one thing, it’s that all these dreams die.
Who am I that I should boast?
Though I did love you most of the time.
Yeah, I did love you most of the time.
But who am I that I should gain?
If it was given free then why do I complain?
Who am I that I should boast?
Though I did hold you close.
Though I did hold you close.
We Have Seen
No I’m not in line to get to heaven
I don’t know what I’d find.
No I’m not in a rush to meet my maker
And if I was would he be kind?
We have seen too much
We have built our hope on a crutch
We have broken wings
We have learned that we don’t know everything
Yeah
No I’m not thinking about forever
I can’t get past today.
And no I’m not going to join you in the river
With the sins of yesterday.
We have seen enough
The truth is there but we don’t care enough to love
We have broken wings
We have learned that we don’t know everything
We have broken hearts
Though it hurts it’s no excuse not to start
We have got to see
That what we do is what becomes history.
If I Was A Better Man
If I was a letter man
I would write this all to you
Part of me would understand
Part of me would be confused.
Did you know me better then?
And did I ever know you?
What else do you have to say?
What else do I have to do?
When someone’s got something on their mind,
There’s not much that you can do.
Everyone’s got problems on the side,
We could help each other through.
If I was a better man
I would stay and work this through
I would make it all okay and see it from your point of view
Do you want to start again?
Did you think of something new?
What else do I have to say?
What else do I have to do?
When someone’s got something on their mind
There’s not much that you can do
Everyone’s got problems on the side
We could help each other through.
Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the Yule tide gay
From now on, our troubles will be miles away
Here we are, as in olden days
Happy golden days, with you
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us, once more
Through the years, we all will be together
If the fates allow
Hang a shiny star upon the highest bough
And have yourself a merry little Christmas
Oh have yourself, a merry little Christmas now
